everyday, every minute, every second how i wish he could just disappear from this earth. I bear with it, i keep quiet, everytime i just tell myself, ok jeanie forget it just take it that he is not mature enough to think. But in the end what i get ? I didnt shout at him, i ask nicely, but what his reply was.... The best part is, i'm always the first one who get scolded. i'm always the one who is being unreasonable. K fine, forget it. i will just burry everything inside even how hurtful it is because i know there is nothing i can do isssnt it :]
